西洋镜

Recently, things are getting rather irritating.
First was about the course selecting, it was a real suffer for every man and woman here in the school. 
Thanks to the fucking System we need to do the selecting again and again, and what's more fucking gross was nobody could ever be satisfied with the result, and we had to draw the courses randomly...

Second was the good thing. I can finish my final exams on 22nd in this month, and I will fly back home the day after the exam. By The way, the air-tickets are really cheap. Thank god for that, at least I will think it’s fair to live up to now.
Well, but I am not doing good with all the reviewing thing, cause I have no passion at all. 
I don't wanna go to study nor go to the classes and I skipped a lot of courses this semester for god's sake.


As the date of exams coming closer, I become lazier.
As the deadlines pushing me harder, I get up later
What's the fuck going on with me????????????
Who can save me? 
Of course, I, myself need to do that self-saving great stuff.

Days are getting hotter and I am getting horny.
My desire for sex is increasing day by day.
But I am not a sex-addicted.

It's gonna be a long hot summer, and I am quite worrying about the Olympics, cause  I am a volunteer myself, and I will service in the fucking big airport.. I am wondering whether there will be a terrorist attack, and I will be blow away by the bomb. Finally. become a martyr myself. Wow, if that would come true then I would be fucking high in my mind..
 
The whole thing is about the "karma",  which I get to know from Stone.
Well, I think she is not that vicious at all, she's just telling people her COMMENTS and THOUGHTS.
We should be more tolerant towards others and also to ourselves.
Don't be that tough, cause that  will make us suffer much more.
Only if you smile to life it could smile back to you... 
Only if you think life is beautiful it could be BEAutiful..

I began my writing in English.
And I KONW there could be many mistakes.
But, it's just a beginning and I need to work hard on it. 
ps.'' thanks to'' to the peter guy I need to depend on myself and start it